Today I choose courage
The courage and strength to share that for a good while I have felt the need to completely withdraw from the world outside of the cocoon of my own medicine, wrap myself inside the wise embrace of my own healing process and surrender to silence.
I have very deep worries over the way our world seems headed, in such chaos and depravity that we see all around us, I feel the collective shock and fear over the future of all beings in our beautiful world. If I say that it’s all going to be okay and we should all just focus on the light this will make it all good, these words feel empty and false.
I look for the inner wisdom over what is happening, to see beneath all the sadness, anger, hate and so on, I see a world crumbling and in so much pain, this feels like the disease is spreading and coming out of the body of this old world of pain, a deep seated tumour being forced into the front of all our senses, so we feel it, taste it, swallow it and purge it from our own bodies. I have felt my own body in so much pain this year, knowing that there is a deep change coming, doing my best to love my body in the depth of that pain and discomfort, that exhaustion and deep desire to just retreat and sleep and never come out of the cave again until all the pain is over, yet I push through again and again and again, until…there is no place left to go but that beautiful rest. I feel that my body has become a mirror for what is happening in our world, reflecting all that is crumbling, releasing all that need to hold on no matter what and ignore all the flags that have been raised, I deeply see that what is needed for all of us is love, for us to love ourselves deeply, give our body temple what is truly needed, to let go of all that pushing and pushing, forcing ourselves to be what others think we should be, and return to a place of deep loving kindness, then, in our breath, this flows out of us into our relationships, family, community and so on. This is where our new world is being birthed from, this is what is bringing the old world to pass. Once we come to this place of loving breath and live it every day, even if we can’t face seeing anyone else or interacting in any way, live in that space of eternal, devotional love for soul self, changes the world, one heart beat, one breath at a time.
Perhaps instead of feeling the collective fear and grief of our crumbling, chaotic world, we choose to just sit here in our loving breath, send that breath out into the collective, so that we all start to feel the change stronger each day? This is by no way saying we don’t see what is arising, yet we give it the acknowledgment of our witness and let it feel the loving breath in every exhalation.
I feel there has never been a more crucial time in our lifetimes, for us to reach out to others and bring our warrior tribes back together. The times of being alone are over, the times of feeling powerless and overwhelmed are over. In our breath we can change our world, joining our hearts, hands and minds together is incredibly empowering for when we do this from the place of deep self love, souls are fully embodied again and our world ripples with that loving vibrational shift which pours over all the diseased parts for their final release.
Earth Guardian, Seer, Soul Embodiment, Medicine Woman.